Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Three Days to GO~!

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That one’s for you Julie and Rick- LOVE YOU!!!
Hi Everyone,
Sorry- not an urgent message, I just wanted to make sure it sent a notice of an update, as they’ve had issues with carepage update notices in the past…Just a few things I wanted to update on…first off, thank you to everyone who has ordered Team Larson shirts and/or window decals! Our walk is this Saturday, so this will be my last post before then…Caden is super excited! So far we’ve raised almost $3,000…quite a bit less than last year, but we’re still working on raising the total. THANK YOU to all who have donated to our team! Every dollar gets us that much closer to a cure- the total cure for the walk keeps growing, thanks to some very dedicated people! It’s over $80,000 now!
Someone asked me the other day if it was hard to raise money knowing that it wouldn’t bring Coleman back. NO- it’s the opposite! Every time we hear about another parent burying their child it makes my heart ACHE…because we know what’s ahead for them. Diagnosis is horrible, relapse - even worse…even living day to day when your child is deemed “cured” carries its own set of ‘what if’s’… Cancer is NOT an easy road no matter what –but when the fight is truly over, and you’ve been fighting for so long- you need to have SOMEthing to continue to fight for! The thing is, these kids push on in spite of how hard things get…Coleman lived his life to the fullest. Coleman’s memory pushes us to NEVER GIVE UP…we hope and pray for a CURE- that one day cancer will NOT take the lives of innocent children. Again, these are just a few of the Iowa Children … every day there are innocent faces being added to this group…every single day 3 kids will have fought all they could and their fight will be over, but their family’s fight of “going on” remains. THIS is why we walk…THIS is why we ask for your help.



It costs $10 to sign up to be on our team….even if you can’t be there physically; you can still sign up to be on our team roster and make the $10 donation. THANK YOU for joining us, whether you will be there in body and/or spirit- it means so much to us that Team Larson goes on…and that YOU are a BIG part of that! OH- and if you ARE going to be there- registering online means you don’t have to stand in line and register the day of the walk- so that’s a plus!
Curesearch Walk- TEAM LARSON PAGE.

Soooooo, here is the info in case anyone missed it….
TShirt Info:
Tshirts are $12.
Fronts of the shirts
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Back:
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We have children’s sizes S-L and Adult S-3XL. (sorry no infant sizes)
If you’re interested you can send your mailing address, #of shirts and sizes to:

Team Larson
Box 251
Callender, IA 50523
Checks can be made to Team Larson.

If you could add a little extra for shipping, I would REALLY appreciate it, as that comes out of my own pocket. I’m not sure how much it will be to ship, but any extra would be appreciated! THANKS!

The shirts were designed by Caden, so he’s very excited about that.
We’re also selling Coleman window stickers for vehicles. They are $6 a piece.
Proceeds will go to our walk for CureSearch.

Window Stickers: (you rub them on and transfer- carwash safe!) They measure about 12”x3 ½”

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Here’s our link for our CURESEARCH WALK -
Curesearch Walk- TEAM LARSON PAGE.
And a little more info on the walk-
Registration will be at 8am in the green space adjacent the zoo parking lot to the northwest. ***If you register on line you wont need to register at the walk! ***

The walk ceremony will start at 9am.

After the walk, there will be a closing ceremony at approximately 10:15-10:30. This is when our totals will be announced!

From 10:30 to 12:00, Hy-Vee will serve a lunch for $4.50. There will be a choice of hamburger, hotdog, or chicken sandwich, served with a bag of chips, cookie and lemonade. $1 of each purchase will be donated back to CureSearch!

There will be tickets available to go back into the zoo for $4 for the rest of the day.
The Day’s activities include:
- A special performance by Miss Iowa 2010, Anne Michael Langguth
- Face Painting for kids of all ages
- Special Zoo Animal Demonstration by Blank Park Zoo
- Great Music and a ceremony celebrating and remembering children with cancer
- Appearances by Spike the Bulldog, Spider Man and more
- Tasty morning food and drinks
HOPING FOR SUNSHINE…or at least NO RAIN!!!!



Okay, now what’s been up with us? Well, we went to Scott’s Grandma’s funeral today. She was 97 years old. She lived a full life, but funerals are never easy, no matter the age…and what is it about funeral homes that makes my stomach hurt now? Coleman’s visitation wasn’t even in a funeral home, it was at the church- I think it’s the smell of carnations that makes me queasy. Scott’s Grandma had a beautiful service, and we’d like to think Coleman was there to welcome her home. Another sad day, but one filled with hope- and goodbye is NOT the end.

Caden is keeping busy with his kittens- and is outside more than he is in lately…and is dirty all the time- He’s growing like a weed! OH- and he has BIG news- his first tooth came out last weekend!
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He was so excited that he got a gold dollar coin for it…because he was supposed to take something for show and tell last week that had to do with the occupation he wanted to be when he grew up. He wanted to take a gold coin…his chosen occupation? LEPRECHAUN of course! Haha I’m going to remind him of that one when he grows up!
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He had another soccer game last Saturday, and has been riding his dirt bike every chance he gets. He’s growing and changing every day- Oh his newest words he’s using every chance he gets are “harsh” and “customize”…
“I wanted to play with this boy at recess, but he was too harsh…so then I asked another one, but he was harsh too.”
“Can I use some of your paint to customize this envelope? I need to customize this picture too.”
He cracks me up.
OH- the last time we went grocery shopping, look what I found!
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We used press and seal too many times to count when we had to put Emla cream on Cman’s port to numb it up. The press and seal worked better than anything we found…so when I saw THIS on a package of Press and Seal, I thought- HOW FITTING!
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Kudos to Glad for giving back- hopefully the people who purchase this will actually get on their computers and enter the code…every dollar makes a difference!

How little it takes to excite me sometimes! :)
Someone asked me the other day… “it’s good to see Caden doing so well, but how are YOU?” *sigh* I had to think about that one for a minute. How am I? Let’s see….there are still days I find it hard to get out of bed and face the world…there are still moments that take my breath away and choke me with grief…there are still moments I cry myself to sleep…but I answered, “I’m okay.” You know, we all have our own moments of hard. That doesn’t mean there aren’t moments of good in there too. That’s life- right?
I was thinking of the question and likened it to a post I did a while back about every one having an invisible bucket that holds their good feelings. Every day your bucket is being filled up and dipped out of. I need to consciously make sure I fill mine with prayer and surround myself with supportive people- (I am blessed with wonderful family and friends!) If I didn’t make that conscience decision, I could easily see myself falling into depression. (It seems like there is a hole in my bucket dear Liza…) I didn’t use to have to worry about the good things dripping out- and maybe one day I’ll find a plug to put in the bottom, but for now, it’s an ongoing process of trying to keep more going IN to fill it up, than is dripping out.
Then I started thinking maybe it’s like I’m in a boat that has a hole in it and I’m constantly trying to bail water out to stay afloat. Some days water seeps in faster than others, but I can’t stop scooping up water and throwing it out, or I’ll easily go under. If I can keep bailing, I’ll be okay…but it gets exhausting sometimes.
THEN I started laughing at my crazy-self realizing my two analogies were complete opposites- one with things dripping out and one with it coming in…but that’s kind of how my mind works now! Sometimes I don’t make much sense!
How am I? I miss Coleman more than I can even begin to explain. HE always made my bucket spill over with happiness. No matter how tough things got- he always had a funny comment to make me laugh- or a song to fill my heart- or a hug and “tiss” to make me know it would all be okay, or a bit of wisdom on faith that made me wonder where in the world this boy came from and how I got picked to be his mom. WE MISS HIM… so much.
But you know, what choice do we have- but to push on…until we see him again. AND continue to thank God for every day we had with him. Scott and I continue to have our good and bad moments- the most important part is we hold each other up when the other one needs it most.
I thought I’d share a funny Cman story I don’t think I ever put on here…just for old-time’s sake. I was reminded of this when I had to buy Kleenex the other day. There’s a type of Kleenex they sell that have VICKS right in them. I remember I had a coupon when they first came out, so thought I’d try a box. I brought it home and put it in the bathroom….
Well, we were in church one Sunday and Coleman was talking to one of our friends sitting behind us. Once Coleman started a story- you were NOT going to distract him, or stop him no matter how hard you tried.
He started in… “you know them Tweenexes what haff Vicks in em?” (I knew we were in trouble RIGHT when he started with that!) “well, my mom got us some. She put em in the baf-woom and daddy telled her- DON’T put em on the back-a-the toy-wet cuz we were outta toy-wet paper.” “ann he USED one ann he said, WHO-WEEeeee!”
Haha Leave it to Coleman- I’m sure he thought he was doing good by warning her NOT to get VICKS Kleenex, and if she did, NOT to put them on the back of the toilet, OR to make sure she wasn’t out of toilet paper if she did!
Sooooo, yes, I bought another box of Vicks Kleenex, just because the memory made me think of the C-Man. But NO, I did NOT put them on the back of the toilet! :) Yes, he taught MANY lessons!
Here’s a video I have never posted- probably because our house was a PIT that morning, and the boys were still in their jammies- with cereal on the floor- I think they did have a little dust pan in there trying to clean it up, but this is the video Caden requests more than any of them. He will watch and sit and giggle his head off. THIS is what he misses the most. Look at how good Coleman was feeling- it’s so hard to believe only 5 months later the cancer would be too much for his little body to take. I’m so glad I picked up the camera that morning instead of worrying about the mess…it’s the little moments that mean the most.


Until next time,
Blessings to you all,
FOREVER TEAM LARSON
teamlarson1@gmail.com
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Sunday, April 18, 2010

Neva Div Up

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Just wanted to post an update because I’ve had a few emails asking if the shirts from the last post are still available- YES!!! I ordered plenty- so thank you to those who have sent their checks- I’ll be working on mailing them out soon…but we’ll have both shirts and window decals available for some time to come I think! I’ll add the info on ordering to the bottom of the update. THANK YOU for your support!

I wanted to share some kids who are VERY special to us. Kids who never had a choice, but faced cancer head on. The kids you see here have gone through more than most adults will in their life time. They have HAD to be brave too many times...
THESE KIDS are true HEROES.


Thank you Lisa Hulsing, mom to SURVIVOR Regan (cp: braveregan) for putting together this video of our heroes! THEY are why we'll NEVA DIV UP fighting for a CURE.
Thanks Lisa for all you do!



These are just SOME of the children from Iowa...





Join us in walking for a CURE...every dollar gets us closer!

Curesearch Walk- TEAM LARSON PAGE.



THANK YOU!
Okay, a few things to update on…First the Coleman Memorial Skate-a-thon a few weeks ago. Wow, what an AMAZING time it was! The ElkHorn Eagle 4H kids put on a great day!!! Kids/Adults skated in 2 hr shifts from 8AM-10PM. A BIG BIG THANK YOU to Roy and Evelyn Scott who allowed the use of the skating rink for the day! Area businesses put together groups to come and skate- it was touching to see so many come out to remember Coleman and support our cause. Caden skated from 8am to 9pm! When we finally went for supper he said, “It still feels like I got skates on my feet!” We ALL slept well that night! They raised over $2500 for the Coleman Larson Memorial Fund! WOW- how blessed we are to live in this community!!! People have rallied around our family throughout Coleman’s fight, and continue even since his passing. We’re grateful beyond words! The money will be used to help people who are in the same boat we were…it feels good to be on the giving end, especially when we were given so much kindness we’ll never forget. Here are a few pics from the day…
Caden and Riley…
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SOME of the AWESOME 4Hers-
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The next thing I’ve wanted to update on is a 14 year old young lady who amazes us time and time again. Whoops she just turned 15- sorry MacKenzie! ;)
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We met MacKenzie West and her family through Coleman’s carepage. No, MacKenzie has never had cancer (THANK GOD) but she has made such a difference to so many kids who have. I know I’m going to forget something when I start listing the MANY things MacKenzie’s done, but to name a few….she sent care-packages time and time again to the boys throughout Coleman’s treatments, she handmade each a blanket, she held fundraisers to help with expenses for our family, she spoke to MANY MANY groups to get signatures for the petition to raise awareness for childhood cancer- (by the way, if YOU haven’t signed yet, here’s the link
Please click to sign the Childhood Cancer Awareness petition.)
MacKenzie volunteers childcare services during ClubHope meetings where Cancer Families get together to support one another, she speaks out every chance she gets to help raise awareness…she’s just a phenomenal young lady- and we’re SO proud to have her on Team Larson for the upcoming CureSearch Walk. I just HAVE to share the latest thing MacKenzie did that took my breath away- A few weeks ago at a St. Baldrick’s event, MacKenzie SHAVED HER HEAD to raise money for childhood cancer! Seriously, how many 14 year old girls you know would do this voluntarily to help cancer kids? She ended up raising over $2,500 for the kids! She first had her locks cut and donated to Locks of Love, and shaved the rest for St. Baldricks.
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MacKenzie, I haven’t sent you a formal thank you yet, but I want you to know how VERY VERY much we appreciate and admire ALL you do! MacKenzie wants to one day be a pediatric oncologist. I have no doubt she’ll do it, and be GREAT at it! YOU are AMAZING MacKenzie! I know your mom and dad, (Anne and Mark) are so proud of you, AND SO ARE WE!!! Thank you to your family for making a difference to so many!


What’s been going on with us lately? Well, when we went back to my mom’s for Easter, my sister Julie and brother-in-law Rick gave Caden a mommy cat with four babies. He is THRILLED. He’s kept them in our garage, where they still sleep at night, but they have been out during the day and follow him EVERYwhere! The mother’s name is Bella, and he has to come up with names for the 4 babies. So far he’s kicked around a few names. At first they were going to be: Dale Jr., Jeff Gordon, Tony Stewart, and FRED? Then he changed them to Yamaha, Kawasaki, Honda and BMX. :) Since then, he’s for sure named one Squeaker, and one Housekeeper (that one always hangs back in the kennel)…and he’s going to wait and see on the other two. They have been very entertaining for him. He thinks he’s the CAT WHISPERER…haha. THANK YOU JULIE AND RICK! :)
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He started soccer practices a couple of weeks ago, and had his first game on Saturday. He scored five goals, but by the time he talked to Grandma on the phone the number was up to 8 or 9…he couldn’t remember! Haha He thought it was very cool he got to be the team captain and call the coin toss- even though he lost the toss. It’s fun to see how much he’s changed since he played last year and had no idea what he was doing…
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We went to the March of Dimes Walk Saturday morning before Caden’s soccer game to walk for our little friend Conrad, son of my friend Branwyn. He was born a year and a half ago at 1lb. 5oz., but today is doing great! He’s so adorable and it was a beautiful day to walk.
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Thanks to the Swiffer Sweeper commercials Caden’s constantly singing, “who’s that laddddy? Who’s that lady? Sexy lady…” (yikes) and the other day in the van “I’m gonna soak up the sun” came on- he said, “turn it up mom- I love this song” I said, “I love Sheryl Crow too.” He said, “what? No- this is a Sesame Street song”!

The weather here has been GORGEOUS, and we’ve been getting to bed later- so in the mornings it’s so hard to get him up. He says, “I’m tryin to get my eyes open, but they keep shutting and I can’t see!” I know the feeling!
Speaking of bed, I’d better head there myself...I can’t believe tomorrow is Monday already! Thanks for checking in on us, and for the messages and support. I’m adding info on the CureSearch walk at the end of the post for anyone interested. Oh- someone asked if you could be a virtual walker- YES! Just follow our link, and you can be on our team, even if you can’t be AT the walk. Every dollar makes a difference, and gets us that much closer to a CURE! THANK YOU so much for helping us raise money!


Blessings to you all,
FOREVER TEAM LARSON
teamlarson1@gmail.com

TShirt Info:
Tshirts are $12.
Fronts of the shirts
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Back:
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We have children’s sizes S-L and Adult S-3XL. (sorry no infant sizes)
If you’re interested you can send your mailing address, #of shirts and sizes to:

Team Larson
Box 251
Callender, IA 50523
Checks can be made to Team Larson.

If you could add a little extra for shipping, I would REALLY appreciate it, as that comes out of my own pocket. I’m not sure how much it will be to ship, but any extra would be appreciated! THANKS!

The shirts were designed by Caden, so he’s very excited about that.
We’re also selling Coleman window stickers for vehicles. They are $6 a piece.
Proceeds will go to our walk for CureSearch.

Window Stickers: (you rub them on and transfer- carwash safe!) They measure about 12”x3 ½”

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Here’s our link for our CURESEARCH WALK coming up-
Curesearch Walk- TEAM LARSON PAGE.
thank you to all who have signed up to be on Team Larson. It costs $10 to sign up to be a walker…or you can sign up to be on our team as a virtual walker too. THANKS AGAIN!
CURESEARCH WALK MAY 1st at Blank Park Zoo…
Registration will be at 8am in the green space adjacent the zoo parking lot to the northwest.

The walk ceremony will start at 9am.

After the walk, there will be a closing ceremony at approximately 10:15-10:30. This is when our totals will be announced!

From 10:30 to 12:00, Hy-Vee will serve a lunch for $4.50. There will be a choice of hamburger, hotdog, or chicken sandwich, served with a bag of chips, cookie and lemonade. $1 of each purchase will be donated back to CureSearch!

There will be tickets available to go back into the zoo for $4 for the rest of the day.

There are hotel discounts available at:
o Radisson Hotel - To make reservations please call the hotel at 515-285-7777. When making your reservation reference CureSearch Walk to receive the group rate of $89 plus tax. (I will put the reservation guide on the website) (also has free breakfast and internet)

o Quality Inn & Suites
201 SE Delaware
Ankeny, IA
515-964-8202
Reserved under Curesearch Walk
Rates- $71/night including breakfast/free internet






Sunday, April 11, 2010

TShirts/Window Stickers

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There truly is so much I need to update on…things have been SUPER busy around here- Caden started soccer practices…he’s very happy he’s on the YELLOW team this year. Last year was green, this year yellow, so he’s staying in the John Deere color scheme. :)

Scott’s been working longer hours & weekends with the farmers being in the fields. The weather has been pretty windy here in the country, but beautiful sunshine and warmer temps- so we’ll definitely take that! It seems so good to finally put away the snow gear! Coleman’s and Caden’s tulips are even beginning to break through, so we’re looking forward to that.

I’ve been busy with work getting things ready for our First Grade Ocean CafĂ© coming up…lots of things to get finished before then, but the kids are SUPER excited!

I still want to update on the Coleman Skate-a-thon, and catch up on Caden’s latest happenings- he makes me laugh out loud at least a few times a day! He’s growing like a weed! He asked me one night, “mom? When we get to Heaven, is that like getting to the final level?” I think he’s been playing too many video games! Haha I told him, “yes- when we get to Heaven, we WIN, thanks to what Jesus did for us.”

One night I was out jumping on the trampoline with him…I am getting way too old I think! But we were laying there taking a break and looking up at the sky, and he asked me who was going to die first, me or him. I explained that no one knows when they’re going to die. He answered, “well, I hope it’s ME, cuz I really miss Coleman, and I wanna see him again!” At first it bothered me that he would say something like that. I didn’t even want to think about it, but then I thought maybe that’s the way God wants us to be, longing to be with Him. I told Caden, “well, God still has a LOT for you to do here first...”

I hate it when I get caught ‘off guard’ and I don’t know what to say to him. We keep taking one day at a time, and thanking God for our MANY blessings. There are days it is so hard to stay “up” but focusing on the GOOD helps…plus I KNOW that is what Cman would want us to do.

I wanted to get the info on here for our walk coming up May 1st. Here are the tshirts we’re selling…they are $12 a piece.

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We have children’s sizes S-L and Adult S-3XL. (sorry no infant sizes)
If you’re interested you can send your mailing address, #of shirts and sizes to:

Team Larson
Box 251
Callender, IA 50523

If you could add a little extra for shipping, I would REALLY appreciate that, as that comes out of my own pocket. I’m not sure how much it will be to ship, but any extra would be appreciated! THANKS!

The shirts were designed by Caden, so he’s very excited about that.
We’re also selling Coleman window stickers for vehicles. They are $6 a piece.
Proceeds will go to our walk for CureSearch.

Window Stickers: (you rub them on and transfer- carwash safe!) They measure about 12”x3 ½”

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Okay, I have to get back outside while it’s still light out- I have a lot to cross off my list before it gets dark. Again, here’s the link for our walk…we’re nowhere close to raising as much as we did last year, but every little bit helps.

Curesearch Walk- TEAM LARSON PAGE.



THANK YOU SO MUCH for checking in on us. Your support means more to us than words can say! Thank you for leaving us messages to let us know you care.

Our prayers have been with Army’s family this week as it’s been one year since he went to heaven. Here’s a pic of Caden and Army at last year’s curesearch walk, and our video to Army’s song…I think of him every time I hear it. There are just too many families missing their little ones. *sigh*

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WE NEED A CURE!!!


Until next time,
Blessings to you all,
FOREVER TEAM LARSON
Teamlarson1@gmail.com